A Shift

     This semester has changed me in a multitude of ways, everything about this year has been unfamiliar and honestly really scary. I go through this whorl wind of emotions some days I think I am doing great and totally rocking it and other days I find myself constantly beating myself up that I bit off more than I can chew. I am grateful for classes like this one to allow me to reflect inward on myself I think the feeling of 'not being good enough' is similar to ' I'm not a creative' it all stems from fear of failure.  This fall break I spent most of my time exploring my own backyard, we went to Estes park and hiked some spots in the rocky mountains, I had time to myself being outside listening to the sounds of the trees and the snow hitting the ground it definitely gave me some clarity in all this madness even though things are hectic I know I can keep it pushing.